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tattooplace: 15 of the best tattoo’s in the world! Want...

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15 of the best tattoo’s in the world! Want some tattoo ideas? Look Here! http://bit.ly/14AA6XG

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We Came As Romans
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defies: 3 by Stefan Steins on Flickr.

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Okay, so… All in all I feel like my life is really looking up. I’ve had a few rough...

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Okay, so… All in all I feel like my life is really looking up. I’ve had a few rough spots the past few weeks but nothing I couldn’t handle.

I cut twice in the past month or so, pretty deep the second time. It’s been a HUGE pain covering my scars, but honestly it felt so much better when I did it. If cutting didn’t leave scars it’d be my favorite… but that’s just a sad thought so we’ll pretend I didn’t say that.

I also took literally two hits of a cigarette the other night and ever since I’ve been craving like a mother fucker. I’m broke as shit and all my friends think smoking is gross so go Megan going cold turkey… again!

I haven’t smoked weed since I got arrested, understandable though. I’m not complaining… it’s not that significant haha.

OKAY SO THE GREAT PART:

Tyler took me to the beach on Saturday and we walked a few miles just talking about everything and about our secrets and our fears and about what we aspire to be and what we want out of the future and what we love and what we hate and it was so special. We had such an intelligent conversation while still being goofy as fuck! He held my hand and ran into the waves but it was literally so cold that it burned. I was screaming and running away and he sweeped me off my feet and carried me to dry sand where we both collapsed and rubbed our feet. We continued walking down the beach talking about summer and about the future when we came across a jetty (the long path of large rocks that seperates part of the ocean you feel). Yeah well he picked me up and put me on one of the huge rocks and he had me climb down the jetty with him! I’m so clumsy and I’m so scared and I can’t swim real well and I was real scared but he held my hand and helped me the whole time it was cheesy cliche romantic.

Finally I got too scared and we jumped off the jetty into the dry sand. He jumped first and I jumped after trying to mimic him. It didn’t work and I fell. We just sat in the sand at the base of the jetty for a solid 10 minutes talking about the beach and how much I love it. No one was around and there were rocks almost surrounding us and basically we were just goofing off. He wouldn’t kiss me so I tackled him into the sand and wrestled him to the ground and made him kiss me. He flipped me over and pinned me down in the sand and made a fart noise with his mouth in my face. I started chasing him with sand trying to throw it at him and he ended up running after me and he picked me up and we both fell and kissed and it was so amazing and goofy and fun.

We walked together back to some picnic benches up the beach and put our shoes back on and went into a pizza parlor and we ate pizza together. It was great.

UGH IT WAS SUCH A GOOD DAY.

but then we went home and his twin sisters were going to get their belly button pierced so Tyler and I were home alone. We were kissing and touching and stuff and we began doing it when I had a terrible flashback and started crying and I couldn’t breathe and it was fucking bad. It was so cute because we were both ass naked and he just sat next to me the whole time and held me and told me how much he loved me.

He kissed my cheek and he’s like, “no I don’t want to finish let me just hold you” and we just like sat together and cuddled naked and we talked about my past and he is just so cute and understanding and open and ugh.

It was such a great day. Ugh. I’m so in love.

Saturday makes everything else irrelevant

but update sister stopped taking her meds and she’s threatening to kill mom and i again

we’re trying to get her to move out ok i’m pumped

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defies: 3 by Stefan Steins on Flickr.

Okay, so… All in all I feel like my life is really looking up. I’ve had a few rough...